朱安的悲惨人生（二）
<!----><style type="text/css">html{font-size:375%}</style><link href="https://pic.app.yilongnews.com/static/publish/css/style.css?v=1605251010499" rel="stylesheet" position="1" data-qf-origin="/static/publish/css/style.css?v=1605251010499"><!-- 付费贴--> <div class="preview_article "> <!----> <p class=""> 宣统三年，也就是西历1911年，满清垮台。我的婚姻，已经走过第五个年头。</p><p class=""> 先生回国两年来，先后在浙江两级师范学堂和绍兴中学当教员，现在是绍兴师范学校校长。</p><p class=""> 他从不归家过夜，偶尔行色匆匆地回来，怀抱许多书，我看不懂。他和娘娘说话，说“国民革命”、“中华民国”，大抵是些国事，知我不懂便不对我说。我沉默地听，寂静地看，他时而激昂，时而急愤的模样，我很喜欢。他是做大事的人。</p><p class=""> 我出街，街头巷尾的茶館都是“革命”的说法，人们好像与从前不大一样。像先生般不束辫的男人多起来，女人也渐渐不裹脚，天下乱了。</p><p class=""> 先生似乎小有名气，路过酒肆药铺，常听闻“周树人”云尔。我是骄傲的，因为我是周树人之妻。我亦是疼痛的，守着有名无实的婚姻，枯了华年。</p><p class=""> 先生是摩登人物，对这新气象，自然是喜悦的。我却是个旧人。贴着“包办婚姻”标签，迈着三寸金莲，被风云突变的世道裹挟着，颤巍巍地撞进新时代，往哪里走，我不知道。晌午，我回娘家。先生去北平了，我不识字，托小弟写封信。</p><p class=""> 先生树人：</p><p class=""> 不孝有三，无后为大。望纳妾。</p><p class=""> 妻朱安一九一四年十一月。</p><p class=""> 先生未复，听说动了怒，说我不可理喻，不可救药。</p><p class=""> 正如下花轿时掉鞋，在他面前，我如履薄冰，总是弄巧成拙。我是爱他的，甚至允许他纳妾，可他不懂。只有娘娘疼惜我，打理周家上下多年我不像周家媳妇，更似周家女儿。</p><p class=""> “未嫁从父，既嫁从夫，夫死从子”，我的人生依附于丈夫，他是大器之才，命运繫于国运。我的一生，便在天翻地覆的历史洪流中，颠沛破碎。人生尽处是荒凉。</p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pic.app.yilongnews.com/forum/20220823223038front2_0_84751_FjuOgsTiDII2aW66UgXIQkuONado.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="568" height="700" data-qf-origin="forum/20220823223038front2_0_84751_FjuOgsTiDII2aW66UgXIQkuONado.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pic.app.yilongnews.com/forum/20220823223042front2_0_84751_FnSM76wErXQ19kVucnxejKMj9tkd.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="540" height="360" data-qf-origin="forum/20220823223042front2_0_84751_FnSM76wErXQ19kVucnxejKMj9tkd.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pic.app.yilongnews.com/forum/20220823223046front2_0_84751_FoAVZI7jUZ9Z3mWAeEsRz7i-fnDx.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="484" height="479" data-qf-origin="forum/20220823223046front2_0_84751_FoAVZI7jUZ9Z3mWAeEsRz7i-fnDx.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pic.app.yilongnews.com/forum/20220823223051front2_0_84751_Fkcv6Bd0C1mOw_6XprrH9v6kr9dT.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="435" height="580" data-qf-origin="forum/20220823223051front2_0_84751_Fkcv6Bd0C1mOw_6XprrH9v6kr9dT.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cHM6Ly9waWMuYXBwLnlpbG9uZ25ld3MuY29tL2FkbWluX0ZpNEJtWktoSTFyUXlsbXl6YmtTMV9YSzkwZ2wucG5n/dissolve/40/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p> <!----></div>
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